It's 2:04am! Hello world! I'm awake. Wide awake.
I have no idea what am I supposed to do now. Movies? Gossip Girls? Or.. my favourite anime show again?
Let me think about it. It's scarily peaceful at this time of the night =\
andimhopingimgonnahearfromyouverysoon.
hopeyouarenothavingtoomuchfun(asyoumentioned)andforgottenallaboutme.
I think it is these days where hopes are strong and clear.
I start to hope alot, alot more than any other time.
I don't know how long can this last.
I can't say I am really pleased with the current situation, but I believe it will improve, because I'm trying.
I am afraid of living in an illusion created by myself.
I am sorry if I sound doubtful sometimes, I seriously don't mean that way.
But I have no idea whats wrong with myself.
I think this is just yunpeng. It's only normal.
