FIRST I MADE YOU ANGRY. THEN I MADE YOU ANGRY TOO.
whatthefuck. I don't really know what I've really done wrong. yea. so I always push all the blame to you? so I always get angry with you unreasonably? YOU. THINK CAREFULLY AND REFLECT. ARE YOU REALLY NOT AT FAULT? HAVE YOU TRY TO EXPLAIN? AT ALL? WHATTHEFUCKISWRONGMAN. IDONTGETIT.
Been thinking alot alot recently. I'm really really getting super sick with all those stupid stuff. I've totally lost my faith. in life. in you, you, you and you. yes. lost it.
I don't know what I should do. I don't want to give you or myself, a chance, to get hurt again. I'm tired of having to heal myself every now and then. I'm not a good priest. I am seriously not.
做人要往前看，往前走。
这个道理，我知道!
不过说的比做的容易。
刚才，在过马路回家的时候，有一辆车向我开过来。
一时之间，我真的有一时的冲动，很想很想站在那里。。
AIYA. LIFEISAFUCKINGCHORE.
