It's time to update i guess. for the last time of year 2008. An advance happy new year, and belated merry christmas to everyone. I felt so lost at words whenever I open this space. but I felt that I just had to write something today. One last day tomorrow, and another 3 months of attachment to go. all the way, eville.
I wish someone could tell me. why do I feel this way. lonelier than ever. I seems to have felt like this before, a very long time ago.. but, who took it away? yet bring it back again now?
The last day of the year, 31st dec 2008, Im spending it alone.
I wish I had someone with me. But no. that will never happen.. because I'm only me. eville.
I want my old life back.. How do i spend my time in the past? I seems to be okay back then. but, why now? why am I feeling like this?
Time to wake up. Goodnights.
