or should I say, whats wrong with me! why am I messing up conversations every now and then? why am I messing up everything around me, my life, my decisions, my directions, my motivation and everything else thats gonna make my life better!? am I the one who is causing all this? everything I did seems wrong no matter how much I tried to make it right. whatever it is, GET OUT OF MY LIFE!
my dreams are turning to be more atrocious than ever.