today is sunday, a family day for others but a lonely day for me. my whole family is out, either dating or working. and here i am, left alone at home. xiujing and hady came to my house. as xiujing is looking for vcds, she found the SYF `02 disc which i had misplaced it and i couldnt find. thanks to her. haha. they are home now. and i am again left at home. alone. still thinking for stuff. about the clay box i painted yesterday, hady said the colour i chose is rather depressing. and that some people paint and draw to their mood. perhaps, thats what i am feeling at then. but i found the colour combination and everything is rather cool. feel like painting again now. but nothing for me to do so.
feeling rather depressed the whole day. still brooding over what others have and what i do not have. not that i wanted it. but i just wanna know what's the outcome.
watching the SYF `02 disc now. bukit panjang and teck whye's turn. cant miss it. cya~
