eeeeee urgh. i'm still feeling awful about myself. recieved english paper 1 today. and combined all my english papers marks. i failed by two marks. i failed my english! which poly would want me enrol? additional to all my F9 from combined science and elementary mathematics. what hope is there for me? however, affirmation is what i need right now. yes, i can pass my exams. i can pass my exams. i dont mind repeating it for a 1000 times before i sleep every night if it works. hahaa.
when mdm wai asked me to check my L1R4 today[no need to check L1R5, no hope for JC], i replied,"i know i got 40 marks lah!" hahaa. but turn out that my chinese and my food and nutrition coursework helped me greatly. i passed my food and nutrition at 50 marks. somehow i have got the feeling that i got some charity marks from mrs yeo. hahaa. however, i must achieve at least 25 marks for my o levels so that i would still be able to get in nursing. i got 29 marks for prelims. so it's not that far. but aim is supposed to be high, so 20 marks! even if i cant achieve... no. i can achieve, i can achieve.
i have got a sudden interest in principles of accounts. thats is normally achieved when you managed to get some questions done. hahaa. mdm wai would be glad to know that.
still feeling depressed over what i dont have. and what i should have..
english mock exams tml. cheers to everyone... =]
