hmm yea. stay at home today because there's no sch. and i tell myself to relaxed since it's after exams. but i forgotten i have been relaxing all this while. met sis and went for lunch with mummy and sis at jurong east. we met at popular. and while the other two are looking at their interests, i walk strangely towards the sec 4s O level revision books shelf. yea, it may seems normal to you all, just taking a look at things you need. but i felt weirdly strange. like i dont belong there. erm, i think i needa work harder than my best. because i'm slow. i guess i'm not ready for O level. but i gonna try no matter wad.
been searching the oscar website mr lim showed me that day to check if the survey is ready. i'm pretty eager to know am i on the right track of thinking what i am. i started to worry. yes, and all of your reactions is ,"ahh! finally she realised.." and yes. i realised. realised how behind time i am. and how much i gonna work to achieve what i wan or should i say what i need. i felt that if i continue moaning, there really wouldnt be enough time for everything. i wanna work now. and leave my life with no regrets in future. start tml. at least tml i will. trust me. force me everyone. irriated me with things i dont like when you see that i'm not working. i gave you the permit. =]
